My lovely drug, My overdose.
You are what I need the most.
I have noticed, all the while..
Only you can make me smile.
On this day, you gave me a surprise...
A surprise that i never expect.
A surprise that touched my heart.
A surprise that never came across my mind.
It's a day filled with lots of past memories...
Though it took me quite awhile to guess this special occasion,
Never did i expect you to remember it so clearly.
SILLY! You amazed me.
We went through many ups and downs,
But you have always put a smile on my face,
No matter how much i wanted to frown.
You're so special. You're so sweet. You're so thoughful.
You're the stars that shine upon me.
When you smile then kiss my lips,
When you hold me tight in your arms,
When you gaze back in my eyes...
I feel so in love with you.
I'm happy that i've found you.
Out of all the people in the world,
And possibly, some way, some how...
I am the Luckiest Girl!
- Mood:
surprised
My mind transversed into the world of the hollows.
Converting me into a devilish fiend.
It's you who have said things that made me boiled and soon i'll be losing my cool...
Hate is a flame that found deep inside me,
And now you gotta pay for everything has it's toll.
You asked for it and here i am to grant your wish.
I can't see the truth as i've been blinded by lies...
Tired of these endless games,
Time to end the the darkened day...
I could choose to be purely good, but i will not.
I could choose to be purely evil, but i will not.
I will be neutral.
In that way i am free to be what suits me best,
And no one can predict my actions.
- Mood:
annoyed
Simply take ME for granted.
Simply don't understand the words coming out from my mouth!
Now you've choose to take the risk,
The risk that i'm blowing up... Anytime.
Time is running out...
Do and command as you wish, you'll live in the consequences of tomorrow.
I'm praying hard for that day...
- Mood: pissed off
The way you let people treat you today, is a prelude to tomorrow...
That girl in her mask...
Smile to her haters,
Though after of all the bullshit that they have created.
... Eventually all these hello will ends with a goodbye.
When people are talking behind your back...
It means that you're simply two steps ahead of them.
And it is.
- Mood:
disappointed
If words could speak on their own...
It would be much easier to do.
Though this is already known...
Finally i've found the reason why.
The action that leave doubts.
Instead of giving up...
I've choose to voice out to know the truth.
Guess i've made the right choice.
Whether to or able to change...
After all still depends on you if you're willing to give it a try.
But down the road in future...
... At least i know the reason why.
- Mood: good
I am convinced of everything or whatever that had happened...
That i cant even consider the change.
It has gotten me through the days...
Even though failure has never been part of it.
The missing parts and the constant race...
There's possibility that i'm giving up,
Coz i'm tired & i don't know how long still i can hold on.
Busy busy busy... for the next few days.
I'm counting down... Hang on, ME!
"IF" is a big two letter words...
Always referring to our past:
How it could have been different,
How it could have changed our present lives,
And what that could have done to the future.,,
IF only i could turn back time.... Hee
- Mood:busy
Mood was getting better just now but...
Now at this point of time, at this jiffy...
I just hate this feeling in me. WHY?
Those words again... i know i know...
Sooner or later.
For some reason, i'm confused...
For some reason, i'm loss for words...
For some reason, i'm feeling so lost...
I don't know what i'm afriad of.
I'm torn.
Maybe its time to pack & go.
I can't stand this place..
It's not what it used to be.
Only memories stay...
Everything i have done in life even if i feel stupid for it...
I know i wanted at that time, no regrets but lessons i have learned from them.
Well... Being optimistic doesn't mean i will ignore the bad stuffs and living in my fantasy happy world...
But to accept the bad and glorifying the good.
I believe in myself...
My talent, in my want, in my attempt...
Where good things can and will happen.
I'm sailing away from the safe harbour...
To EXPLORE, DREAM & DISCOVER.
Life is short...
So break the rules! Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly!
Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably..
And never regret anything that made you SMILE.
- Mood: good
- Music:Have A Nice Day - Bon Jovi
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